Thursday, November 19, 2009

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

You find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me

well. i kept thinking of the lyrics when i came back. i shud stop trying to sell myself and just try to love u. this whole trying to outdo that other guy and focus on wad the hell hes doing is just gonna drive me nuts. when i play soccer. i run down the flanks, i only know how to cut and feint, some say i m one dimensional, but i guess they dont count on my explosive pace and upper body strength. i ll just play to my strengths and wad i do best. i ll try to be better, but if the winger is trying to do outdo the striker in scoring goals, then he wont concentrate on wad hes best, whereas, if he does his thing on the flanks, and gets better and better there, he may just score quite afew goals.

well. i guess the song is right. i found wad i needed to find. and i guess for me now, its just all about consistency. for you, i guess u need convincing that i m the guy for you. taking care of you and loving you cannot be seasonal, it has gotta be a lifestyle. well. i guess most important is the spiritual aspect as well. i pray and i pray i ll constantly be reminded wad God spoke to me and wad Jac prayed over me during cell. but right now, i m on overdrive. haha. throw in the God factor on a more frequent basis. and like the army song goes. I M A STEAMROLLA BABY!! lol.

fired up is awesome. but getting too smug isnt. being sorta like a celebrity and knowing all the big shots, being able to converse and speak to them openly took alot of time, adapting, hard work & convincing of capabilities and trust. so i guess i shud stop going into other domains thinking that, since i have built something in one domain, it ll apply to all the others. current score goes, plus two, minus two.

|cowpoo| 8:50 PM|

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